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Coaxed Reprise
05:26
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We all thought that we would have the time
To make this right. it’s not yours it’s mine.
Is it over?
I just want to disappear with everyone before me
It does not matter what
happens to me, as long I can finally be-
Is it over?
I just want to disappear, thank you for the memories
I will depart from here
This unearned totality as long as I can finally be free
People stopped talking to me after 16 years. I had no plans to be misplaced, my deliberation had me vacating the bond
Wondering place in space, isolated, impulses redirected and ricocheted off the walls.
The only converseable one is the esoteric consciousness within.
The sui generis radio’s signal is clearest in the most cryptic times,
the air time is scheduled by the unpredictableness of it all.
Propaganda followers the listener
You would be so nice to come home to
If you didn’t take for granted
And spent your time
Wishing
You were
Dead.
Can't you see this life is your last one
to make the most of this one world we’re on?
You still have your youth and purity
Don't give up your own humanity
Can't you see this life is your last one?
Your one only chance to become someone
You still have the world and people (to see) free
Don't give up your humanity
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Trash Princess
04:10
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Slice it open and you can't attach
“It’s too different, it’s just obscene”
Is it okay if I change everything I am?
After all, there’s little to begin with.
I just want to imagine everything goes well,
world assents how we show ourselves
What is this body, why does it not feel like mine?
Why does the me online feel more me than I?
The first act of all of this is to realize you need to correct your path to become who you really are is this the time to be-
This is the time to reflect
Time to correct
Time to make sure you are what you project
It’s been so long, but not too long
It’s been like this all along
It is the time to reflect
Time to direct
Time to make sure you are what you show, yeah
It’s been so long, but not too long
It’s all too serious, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG!?
Is this the time to reflect
Time to be that
It’s not some one off aspect, don’t worry I checked
It’s been so long, but It’s too long yet?
Is it a social problem or something broad again?
Is it the time to resurrect
The trash princess?
Time to readdress what makes sense I guess.
Has it been too long? Have I lied too much about
Who I am for far too long to clean up this mess?
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Dead End
04:22
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Is this even an achievement?
Cathartic moments conceding
The nice is bad and the bad is bad
And this house is a holy place to me
In this purgatory
The things that’s yet to come
For the things that is yet to be done
Tired and familiar
what does it take to gain memories I can recall on a moment’s notice with
nothing changing
Is this all there is in this
dead end?
The forces around me are caving in
I don’t even feel like I’m real anymore
Because this world is not the one for me
I'm lying awake
I don’t even know where I’m going
we’re not real enough to be loved
Where the hell is the real me
You had your chance
To come with me now
I had my chance
To make a friend
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