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Narrative of Care

by Nuuu_

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1.
We all thought that we would have the time To make this right. it’s not yours it’s mine. Is it over? I just want to disappear with everyone before me It does not matter what happens to me, as long I can finally be- Is it over? I just want to disappear, thank you for the memories I will depart from here This unearned totality as long as I can finally be free People stopped talking to me after 16 years. I had no plans to be misplaced, my deliberation had me vacating the bond Wondering place in space, isolated, impulses redirected and ricocheted off the walls. The only converseable one is the esoteric consciousness within. The sui generis radio’s signal is clearest in the most cryptic times, the air time is scheduled by the unpredictableness of it all. Propaganda followers the listener You would be so nice to come home to If you didn’t take for granted And spent your time Wishing You were Dead. Can't you see this life is your last one to make the most of this one world we’re on? You still have your youth and purity Don't give up your own humanity Can't you see this life is your last one? Your one only chance to become someone You still have the world and people (to see) free Don't give up your humanity
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Slice it open and you can't attach “It’s too different, it’s just obscene” Is it okay if I change everything I am? After all, there’s little to begin with. I just want to imagine everything goes well, world assents how we show ourselves What is this body, why does it not feel like mine? Why does the me online feel more me than I? The first act of all of this is to realize you need to correct your path to become who you really are is this the time to be- This is the time to reflect Time to correct Time to make sure you are what you project It’s been so long, but not too long It’s been like this all along It is the time to reflect Time to direct Time to make sure you are what you show, yeah It’s been so long, but not too long It’s all too serious, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG!? Is this the time to reflect Time to be that It’s not some one off aspect, don’t worry I checked It’s been so long, but It’s too long yet? Is it a social problem or something broad again? Is it the time to resurrect The trash princess? Time to readdress what makes sense I guess. Has it been too long? Have I lied too much about Who I am for far too long to clean up this mess?
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Dead End 04:22
Is this even an achievement? Cathartic moments conceding The nice is bad and the bad is bad And this house is a holy place to me In this purgatory The things that’s yet to come For the things that is yet to be done Tired and familiar what does it take to gain memories I can recall on a moment’s notice with nothing changing Is this all there is in this dead end? The forces around me are caving in I don’t even feel like I’m real anymore Because this world is not the one for me I'm lying awake I don’t even know where I’m going we’re not real enough to be loved Where the hell is the real me You had your chance To come with me now I had my chance To make a friend

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(This ep was made before I knew what eq was btw, some tracks were eq'd after release, take it as you will.)

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released June 20, 2020

Kyle Leary for feedback

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Nuuu_ Salem, Oregon

living at my computer and recording when no-one is around.

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